The fox is here!

1. Eat healthy and exercise at least 3 times a week. Vary it up between dancing, cardio and toning. Pilates and Yoga etc.

2. Find a job. Interesting one preferred although times are hard and any job sounds better than nothing at the moment.

3. Do more dancing. Realised how happy it makes me to go out dancing and I thought why not take it up as a fun way to get in shape and learn some new moves Look into belly dancing, pole dancing, salsa and streetdance. Courses look expensive though might need a job first lol.

4. SAVE MONEY. Save where applicable ie. cut right down on my designer coffee shop and cake habit. Sugar is to be avoided! Remember the goal is to save up and move out.

4 Have fun. Life is short - after a long term relationship I feel like I am just starting to discover myself and enjoy the single life. More flirting, hot guys and hot sex please ha ha

So its back to business as usual for everyone going back to work. And back to jobhunting for me.

Today was a promising day, a few call backs and had a call from someone at Huntress agency who got me a Marcomms interview TOMORROW. It seems like an interesting job I hope I get one soon.

The parentals are never happy with me as usual - especially dad. I dont give a shit, today I realise they just disapprove of everything me and my sister do. I think my sister having fell pregnant (it happens duh) made them even more psychotic. The sooner I stop seeking their approval the sooner I'll be happy. I think throughout my whole life they've insulted me all the way and it only drives me to say fuck you I am gonna show you.

Not much else I can do except try to block them out and just plough away with the applications..

I have had a healthy day today woke up and did Oz Style Aerobics video lol it is quite good. Ate healthy food all day so I feel good already.

Yesterday - 1st Jan was fun. Went out to dinner for Christy's birthday it was a good laugh. Thai food is really nice I never realised!

New Years - boring new years eve. Am I the only one who wasnt at a wild party. Well I ended up taggin along with sis and her mate to a bar called Karma in Essex. It was ok so much eye candy, pwoooarrr.

God I'm gonna need a boyfriend soon its killing me. So frustrated. I think having sexy chats online can't help he he.

I thought about emailing M to say hapy new year but I thought I would try to save my dignity as he is probably snuggling up to his new girlfriend as I type. Cow.

Why is it always the ones you want that don't want you? And the ones you are not keen on seem to be crazy about you. !

Well despite all my probs I feel I have started te year with a positive outlook, a resolution to have as much fun as possible and try to gain many new experiences. More in other post...