He's not replying to my text messages. I tried to call him twice. I am stopping now. I give up. This guy is a total fucking player and I am pretty sure I am just one of many options he has. Fucking smug bastard. Why do I waste my time on guys, thinking one of them is gonna like me and care about me?

He just wanted to get in my pants. He DIDN'T. So instead he decided it would be fun to take the piss out of me and be a bastard instead.

My head is exploding, I can't take much more.

Hating life at the moment.